As I was working all week and Neb was at his fathers weekends, I began to feel a little lonely and went back to the singles club and there I met Eddie. He seemed to be a nice person and I met his family and children. His mother was very kind to me. He was separated from his wife but not divorced and I don't think he ever got used to the idea his wife had left him and didn't want him back.
We went out to various things at the club and sometimes a dinner out. After about six months his wife began divorce proceedings and he didn't let on too much to me but I got the idea he wasn't happy with that and wanted his wife back and I was just a distraction. I couldn't see it then but looking back in hindsight I can see it he was struggling and he was also smoking weed which I didn't like and tried to discourage him from that.
One weekend the social group went on a boat cruise and Eddie didn't come. After getting home for the cruise I turned on the television and to my shock saw his car on the screen with the story he had killed his wife and tried to kill himself. I was stunned and in shock I nearly collapsed and questions going across my mind. Why? How? etc?
I had been in that car two days earlier.
This could of been myself murdered. Then feeling sad for his wife's children and her family. I didn't know what to do so decided to phone his mother who was in shock also and wanted me to come around to see her. Being the weekend and Neb was at his fathers I decided to go even though it was around ten at night. She didn't live very far from myself.
His mother was so traumatized and couldn't stop crying. I tried hard to be strong for her but inside was falling apart myself. I just battled on with all various degrees of emotions inside as I had got very fond of Eddie. But I just could not condone this behavior. What do I do? Do I support him or disown him?? I really cant remember what I did first or last. I know I supported his mother and visited Eddie a couple of times in jail but then never visited him after that as I found out he also had another woman behind my back. So that was it for me.
He only served around two and half years which was wrong and should of been life as it was premeditated, yet failed to kill himself. He tried but was saved by the paramedics.
I one day heard a knock on the door and it was Eddie he had got out of jail and came straight to me. I was stunned and only let him in as I was still close to his mother who now was very ill with cancer. I told him I was not interested in him and to go back to Karen ( the other woman). He left but he kept following me to the various singles groups I belonged to. I kept discouraging him and he soon was banned from the group. Yet he still kept following me and trying to call in.
One evening I came home and got out of my car and went to my front door when out from under the tree near my door came Karen with a brick and she smashed my head against the side of my brick home. I was again shocked and out of the corner of my eye I saw Eddie hiding under the tree watching her do this to me. I ran inside closed the door and called the police. I pressed charges and she got some type of fine and I took out a retraining order. That is why I have problems with agoraphobia at times due to being scared to come home.
Looking back I can now see why I have anxiety disorders, depression and fibromyalgia.
That was the end of Eddie but I have sometimes seen him in a certain shopping centre which I try to avoid. At this centre I was also attacked by a girl who had, had a massage with me and blamed me for her back pain. I found out later she was high on weed also just like Eddie always was.
I hope I never see either of them again.?
I did go to his mothers funeral around the same time as the above and that was the last of Eddie in my life.
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