All was not good in my relationship with Larry but in spite of all the pain and fatigue I was suffering, I stayed in it for the love of my two little step grandchildren. I was forever having to go to bed and in extreme pain all the time.The stress made it worse. Larry was a drinker which I did not realize until I married him along with some other very disturbing behavior which I will devuldge latter. When I went to New Zealand in 1997 to meet Aunty Lois, Neb my son stayed with Larry. I noticed a change in my son when I got back but to this day felt something had happened to him while staying with Larry.?
One day , the day Princess Diana died my son told me he wanted nothing to do with me and gave no reason and I havent seen him in 20years now. I will get back to thix issue also latter.
Larry and I decided in 1998 to go to New Zealand to do a tour of the North Island. We stayed with Aunty Lois again and went out and about with them. I was able to find the garden and house where my father had died. This was also healing for me. But the joy of it all was taken away by Larrys drinking behavior and constantly embarrassing me. It was horrible. But it was good to see Aunty Lois and Uncle and also Aunty Lorna as the 3 of them passed away not long after my last visit. So sad.
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