The 90s were no different than the rest of my life, full of ups and downs. I had been single for 15 years after my third marriage and was in therapy and reading many self help books. I was also very clairvoyant and was doing readings from home prior to the 90s and through the 90s. I was doing readings up until 2010 when I gave it away due to my health. I had a good name in this area and was well know psycic and worked with the police on a murder case.
I became quite a recluse around 1993 and listened to alot of talk back on radio. I met a friend call Dee and we met and became friends for many years until she died in Ohio in 2015 of cancer. I had a bad experience with a talk back announcer who phoned me at home and screamed at me about something I had said on air. This shattered me and I got phone phobia. I however still listen to talk back.
After my bad experience with the Emissaries I was off any sort of spiritual place except my own beliefs . I just decided after 15 years on my own I try dating again, not flings but a serious relationship and thought after all my therapy and reading self help books I wouldnt pick a dead beat man as I had before or an a abusive one. Abuse comes in many forms and I have experienced all, physical, emotional, financial, and all other forms of abuse, . So I thought I could find a nice caring man, who would not be abusive. How wrong I was.
My brother Les whom had never lived near me came to live in Gawler near me after our mother died. So he was my only biological sibling and it was nice in one way to get to know.💚 him after 20 or so years. But he was an alcoholic and would binge drink and I was always getting calls to bail him out from somewhere. He was a truck driver and owned his own rig. This was very stressful for me. I now know what my mother had put up with for so many years.
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